Season 2: Invasion of Turkey: Culture Shock "HELLOOOO KEBAPS!!!"

After a very long trip I finally arrived in Ankara, Turkey.  It looked just like a typical European city so it wasn't a real shock like it was last year.  But, I met my coaches and they took me to dinner.  First thing I thought of was "Ohhhhhh goodness what the hell kind of food do they have here!"  So we get a very good Kebap restaurant and they ordered me chicken and beef kebaps.  They brought out that plate my eyes lit up!! Meat! Meat! Meat! Rice! Ekmek! I wish I had a picture of it! Boyyyyyyyy that food was DELICIOUS!! Oh my goodness the food here is off the damn chain!!!!!!!!!! I was like man this is going to be a great time!! I might even gain weight here!! Sooo I said goodbye to the burnt frozen pizza and french fries from spain and hellllllllo kebaps!!!!!

The coaches told me that my apartment wasnt ready and that I had to stay in a hotel.  I was cool with that because I could have the internet and meals paid! I was excited because shoooot the food is great!  I stayed in the hotel for 2 weeks and finally got my apartment.  The apartment is soooo nice! I would post pictures but somehow my camera cord got lost in the flight.  I'm looking in the little bitty kitchen like where is the oven?? The oven is the size of a mini microwave! But hey I don't know how to cook so it don't even matter!  That was the only thing that stood out ohhhh and the washer machine is in the bathroom...weird. 

The problem now is the language.  I think Turkish has to be the hardest language everrrr! At least I spoke and understood Spanish but this right here man o man o man is tough!  The only thing I can say is yes (evet) hello (marabar...selam...gunyden) and that is all.  I know I spelled them wrong but oh well.  I have no clue what is going on nor what they say which is bad because I have no idea if they are talking bad about me.  I've been here a while now and I haven't even picked up on words. 

One thing about this place is that it is very Americanized.  The music stations are in english and people know alot about rap and hip-hop which surprised me.  I would have thought they only knew pop music (which i definately CANNOT get jiggy with).  I was listening to "I'm A Flirt" by R.Kelly feat. T.I and T-Pain and my manager Ozar took one of my ear plugs and was like oh R. Kelly! I'm like whhhhhhat?!?!? What you know about R. Kelly?? He was like I know R.Kelly! I was shocked.  So it is a little bit of influence here music wise .

I went to one club and if you have been to one club over here you have been to them all.  Rediculously loud, extremely crowded, zero dancing just jumping around.  Definately not my type of party.  I told them to take me to a hip-hop club because I LOOOOVVVEE dancing.  Plus hip-hop clubs you find other americans and I need all the connects and friends I can get.

Rules and Regulations by the Government: Now this right here is what killed me.  The government regulates what you can and can't look at on the internet.  You talking about mad, I was heated!!  The government banned youtube.  That is the most rediculous thing I have ever herd in my life.  Overseas, my life revolved around a couple websites...YOUTUBE!!! and the usual facebook, twitter, JUSTIN.TV (which is also banned) Ustream (banned), Sticktv (banned).  Now the last couple of websites I mentioned are all of the websites that streamed live sports games from home.  I am very upset that I can't watch the NFL on sundays or I can't watch my alma mater (Mizzou) or any college basketball.  Its truly a travesty and its not fair.  I get punished that you Turkish government for taking away my freedom and rights that I hold true from America and make me feel like a prisoner in my own freaking house.  How you gonna tell me what I can and can't watch yall crazy as hell.  I'm a internet buff and I have my ways I know how to look at youtube now and the only thing left is for me to figure out how to watch sports online.

The only thing I can say is that you appreciate the little things from home when you are overseas.  I will say this: THERE IS NO PLACE LIKE THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA.  God bless it!!!!!!!!!!!!

Season 2: Invasion of Turkey: How Did I Get Here??

WOW! It has been quite sometime sense I have updated the world! Well, my travels have ended up in Ankara, Turkey this season and it almost didn't happen...

This summer was a mess for me to sum it up.  My knees were messed up from Spain I mean playing 7 months on a concrete-like surface is no good for the body.  I ended up having to go to therapy for 6 weeks thinking that would help my knees but it didn't work.  Plan B: minor surgery on both knees. Soooo I ended up getting a procedure done called the OssaTron Laser Surgery on both my knees.  I was good in about a month but the first time I worked out was mid August! So my summer was not a productive one for basketball BUT perfect for being girly!  For the first time in my life I grew my nails out (they couldn't break from basketball!) my feet finally looked nice (no blood blisters, an crust, and regular blisters from basketball) my hair grew completely out and it looked GREAT (didn't sweat out my perm from playing basketball!!). I'm getting off track but anyways all summer I didn't hear anything from my agent.  I would call periodically and ask is there any interest and the response "NOPE".  I was confused because I had a excellent year last year in Spain and I didn't even have interest from my league and I lead the league in rebounding!! So out of 32 teams none of them? none of them?? Nope none at all.  So time passing and my agent isn't telling me anything and its mid-september so I told my best friend (former teammate at Mizzou) Christelle N'Garsanet that I would go to the Ivory Coast, West Africa with her to play in a tournament in October.  So the day I am suppose to leave for Africa my agent up and calls and say "We have a job for you in Turkey we are working on the contract right now".

The team wouldnt wait for me to finish the tournament in Africa so by now I'm at the airport about to check in and I decided to come to Turkey at the dissappointment of my friend.  I had to do it though because the tournament is only a couple of weeks and Turkey is an entire season.  So I go home and on that Monday I got another call from my agent saying that I leave tomorrow.  I'm like you can't be serious.  I needed my hair done (that was the most important thing to me), and time to go run errands and pack for 7 months stay.  I was upset but I had no choice.  I found somebody to do my hair, it wasnt my usual hair dresser though. Did the best I could to say goodbye to whoever was around and I hopped on a plane didn't know where I was going, never saw a contract, all I knew is that I took a major pay cut and I was going to yet another 2nd division team (which both hurt my spirit).

Said Goodbye to my mom and my brother and I hopped on the plane...Let the Journey Begin!!!

Playoffs?? No haps...Game Capsule: Alcobendas vs. Universitario de Ferrol

4-18-2009 Alcobendas vs. Ferroll 83-61
Statline: 11pts (4-12) 15 rebs 37mins 19 value


Well well well this is a must win game. We had a chance to make a move to get into the playoffs with losses from all of the teams ahead of us. Sooo, all of the teams ahead of us in fact did lose...but did we win? NOPE!!!!! Instead, we got our asses fair kicked. Excuse my language but it isn't a nice way to put it. We played horrible from begining to end but we were in the game the entire time until the fourth quater. Fourth quarter was the pits. We had nothing going and they had everything going not to mention their star players were murdering us. Looking at the stats right now they had 4 players in double figures and two other people had like 2 and 3 points. Crying shame was what it was. We had a million turnovers and nobody could buy a bucket (including myself). Marta killed though she hit 6 threes! I wish she could have had help maybe we might have won. Marta and I were the only ones on my team with double figures and I only had 11 so that tells you what kind of a shooting night the team had.

So why the melt down??
Honestly, I think it was because we had too many days off. We had a four day easter break then came back and had one practice then took another day off making it 5 days from not playing basketball. Leaving us with two days to prepare...I told you in the last blog that we were shooting ourselves in the foot. The two practices we had were HORRIBLE. Same thing we did in the two practices is the exact same thing that was happening in the game...turnovers, horrible shots, fatigue, people doing random things that they don't normally do all that equals a horrible game.

So what now??
Nothing. Play my butt off the next 2 games to try to get 20 wins overall for the season. I had goals entering the season of getting as many wins as possible, averaging a double double and being one of the best players in the leage. So I am accomplishing all 3 of those at the moment but I still have work to do.

Next matchup: PDM Bembibre
About them: 3rd highest scoring team in the league, one of the best post players in the league, and they are on a 5 game winning streak
Us: Tough practices all week. Everybody still isn't on the same page. I had a really good practice and returning from our middle of the week off day I had a horrible practice and couldn't find my stroke. Thinking I could work on my shot at the next days practice I soon found off we had to take another off day on Friday because our gym was in use for Junior Championships. Therefore, we were off the day before a game. Bad look homie bad look. Its our last home game and I have to go out with a bang. I just pray I find my stroke an hour before the game...

Game Capsule: Easter Edition ISOLUX - CORSAN ALCOBENDAS VS. INIEXA EXTREMADURA CÁCERES 201

4-9-2004 ALCOBENDAS vs. CÁCERES 83-62
Statline: 19 pts (7-9 shooting) (1-1 3pt) 7 rebs...28 Value...27mins

Ok this game I struggled. From the stats you are probably like what are you talking about?!?! But yes defensively I was bad. I mean I could not get through screens to save my life. They set so many sceens for their post player it was rediculous. I would try to cheat in the paint to try to beat her to the block but then they would set a down screen for her to shoot a 3...splash. Shit! Nex time I'm thinking "okay don't cheat play straight up" so I'm in the right place this time but then guard sets a slant screen to the block...dammit got me again...open bucket. Pretty much I was at a loss the whole game. Ol girl had 23 points on me. But think about it she had all screens set for her when I had her one on one I was cool. I don't have screens set for me ferreal mostly its post to post so they can switch but they miscommunication gets me an open bucket...thats yalls fault for not talking but me I can't switch because if I do its a 5'6 player against a 6'4 chick. But anyways this was a cool game for us we played well. Marta came back which is a blessing because honestly she is our best player. Marta aint no joke but she struggled a bit she sat out like 10 games she still knocked down shots and got some steals with 2 days of practice. She is my favorite to play with. If somebody went after her she is the only one I'd go to war with because through it all she has been the only one to have my back. I'm getting off track back to the game lol...so what happened was we just wore them down. They only had 7 people and we play like 12! They tried to go zone and we shot them out of the zone Apu hit 2 in a row, Marta came down an hit one, Sara hit one, Maria and Ali kept getting to the rim they were exhausted. Oh well too bad so sad we got a 20 point win lol. Way to head into Easter break with a W.

My goal of 16+ points and 12+ rebounds...WOMP WOMP WOMP didn't happen. I don't understand why I am in this rebounding funk. Can somebody help me, I just don't get it. I try. It just was not happening for me...so a whole month with no double double? I am the self proclaimed "Walking Double Double" I am really falling off. So now I am in the hole. I have 3 games to get 40 rebounds...sounds impossible? Nah nah nah not even. EeTisha Riddle gets boards don't underestimate me lol.

So now what happens? Nothing. Sit in the apartment for 4 days and get out of shape. I might go play pick up with the neighborhood boys one day...I doubt it. I'm jus gon heal up, do push-ups and sit ups, belly dance and finish my novel I have been writing sense I got here in September.

I can't give a playoff update because we played early. Everybody else doesn't play until Saturday...hopefully a couple of the big guns lose!! Keep those fingers crossed!!!

Game Capsule: Race to the Playoffs...Is it still a chance??

4-5-09 Alcobendas vs. Grupo Marsol Conquero 80-61
14pts (5-8 shooting) (1-2 3pt) 7rebs 3ast 2blk...21 value





WE WON!! Man, we needed this game so bad!! We played well from beginning to end. Defensively we was on point, we forced one of the top scorers well under her average but she was hitting tough shots. One time I just shook my head because I don't know how the ball went in because most of the time it would be 2 people in her face!!! She was real frustrated shooting random half court shots for no reason and stuff but aye whatever works for you girl!! But, we won all four quarters and didn't have those scoring droughts for the first time in like 5 games!! Hopefully we can keep that rolling!! My rebounding...wow. So everywhere I ran to the ball went opposite!! I was crashing hard too!! That damn ball just wasn't cooperating with me at all! One time I made a fast move in the lane on a missed free throw but the ball went to the spot I moved from. It was one of those days! I REALLY have to pick it up because I worked so hard to get where I'm at to fall off the last 5 games of the year. But yea team effort Ali scored 27 and Shea had 16 so it was cool. One time I grabbed the rebound and threw a fullcourt chest pass for the lay-up. I started flexing my muscles lol. (Knowing my skinny self don't have any kind of muscles!)

So now we have to get ready for another game on Thursday! Normally we play once a week so now we have to prepare for another game this week! I'm excited I'm used to playing multiple games a week this one week stuff sucks! You play bad and you have a full week to think about it! The only reason we playing so soon is because of Easter they talked to the other team and they scheduled early so they can get more time off. Sounds good right?? NO!!!! We have 5 days off!!! The gym wont be open...nothing! Basketball is the only thing I have here...I have no friends...nowhere to go (wouldn't matter because the city shuts down)...nothing to do but get out of shape!! Now, I do need a day or two to rest my knees because I have Jumper's Knee in both of my knees, but five days??? Then come back to play the 4th place team? Be serious. We HAVE TO WIN ALL OF OUR GAMES FOR A CHANCE IN THE PLAYOFFS!! If you asked me it's like we are shooting ourselves in the foot.

Goal for next game: 16 or more points 12 or more rebounds

Playoff Race
1. MOGUERZA REAL CANOE N.C. (20-6)
2. CAJA RURAL PROMOGEST VALBUSEND (20-6)
3. PROFFASA BADAJOZ EXTREMADURA (20-6)
4. UNIVERSITARIO DE FERROL (19-7)
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5. ARRANZ - JOPISA BURGOS (19-7)
6. PIO XII (19-7)
7. ISOLUX - CORSAN ALCOBENDAS (17-9)

March Game Capsules: Playoffs? Playoffs? We talkin bout playoffs??

3-14 ASAC COMUNICACIONES ADBA VS. ISOLUX - CORSAN ALCOBENDAS 51-62
20pts (5 for 13) (1 for 1 3pt) 10 rebs...28 value....36 mins

This game right here! We played soooo bad!! We were down by like 15 at halftime!! It was so bad yo we had yet another quarter where we didn't score in double figures!!! You can't do that I don't know why that is happening to us. But its a trend...anyways we came out of half and we played harder and started our comeback. 4th quarter it was ours we locked down on defense and they scored 15 points total in the second half. I started bad but ended strong!! I was beastin and I hit a 3 to put the icing on the cake. My friend from home was there it is so good to see somebody you know in the stands. Great feeling. Good win though.



3-21 ISOLUX - CORSAN ALCOBENDAS - PIO XII 63-76
16pts (7 for 12) 16rebs...31 value...27 mins

This was a great game...for 3 quarters! We were back and forth and alot of lead changes. We were up by 7 or 8 at half. But once again we had a quarter where we scored like 8 points!! Problem...it was the 4th quarter!! I don't know the hell our problem is because this single digit scoring is going to show up again but i'll get back to that later. Anyways, I played well I was gobbling every single board it seemed like but that wasn't enough. The wierd thing is that my minutes are going down...because I'm hurt? I feel no pain in the games and I think I only had 1 foul...i don't know though I honestly think when we had the lead I shouldn't have sat so long because I got back in it was a 1pt lead and they had the momentum and it was a rap from there. So I don't know I guess me being the top player 1pt lead down 1pt whatever I have to be the one to get it done so yea blame on me...but I don't get touches either 12 shots in the game half were probably from offensive rebounds...something to think about...


3-28 MOGUERZA REAL CANOE N.C. - ISOLUX - CORSAN ALCOBENDAS 83-58
8pts (4 for 9) 7rebs...8 value...33 mins

This game was rediculous. Yea I said it. The first half was close we were back and forth. The game was really physical which of course is another teams advantage especially at their home court so they can get away with everything. In international basketball physical is the name of the game anyway so I wouldn't expect nothing less. But in the second half, yo you can hang it up. The fourth quarter I think he had 6 points total and they had 30. Our coach got throwed out of the game. It was just a mess. I just didn't play well at all. I wasn't feeling very well but still I have no idea why I slumped like that. This game was important for both of us because of the playoffs. They needed the win to stay in and we needed the win to get one game closer and we would have beat this team twice so we would win the tie break if it came down to that. So yea I didn't step up apparently. But again I give you something to think about…I took 9 shots…3 was offensive rebounds…as a post player I depend on other people to get me the ball so how can I do my thing if I don’t have the ball…something else to think about.

So basically a couple trends…my minutes are weird right now and my shot attempts. I am not one to complain about shots. I am not a selfish player, I am an extremely good passer and I look for shooters first but I only average probably 10 shots a game and 3 off rebs a game so basically im getting 7 shots 1 on 1 and I am statistically the best player that doesn’t add up you know. But hey its ok I just hope my teamates start making shots so the inside can open up more and I can help. I still need to work harder rebounding in traffic. That’s the goal for this next month…Traffic Rebounding and better post position.

Playoffs??? Well here is the latest standings...

1. PROFFASA BADAJOZ EXTREMADURA (20-5)
2. CAJA RURAL PROMOGEST VALBUSEND (19-6)
3. MOGUERZA REAL CANOE N.C. (19-6)
4. UNIVERSITARIO DE FERROL (18-7)
5. ARRANZ - JOPISA BURGOS (18-7)
6. PIO XII (18-7)
7. ISOLUX - CORSAN ALCOBENDAS (16-9)

So we sitting pretty at 7th place (16 teams total). The TOP 4 TEAMS go to the playoffs. We are 2 games back with 5 games left in the season. The only playoff team we play is Ferrol in a couple of weeks everybody else is at the bottom of the bracket. Soooo, if we win all 5 and a couple of these teams beat up on each other...we might still have a chance. If we would have won against Canoe we would have had a better chance. Key thing is that its basketball...anything can happen!

March 30, 2007 My Dream Deferred: This is my Testimony

Well I am a couple of days late marking the anniversary of my dream staring me in the face but injury suddenly halted that dream. I apologize I just don't keep track of days here all I know is that I go home in 33 days!! Anyways, today I had a long walk this afternoon to the store and sat down on a bench and just stared into the mountains and said to myself, "Damn, I've come a long way". I then started reminissing on my journey and this is how it began...

March 30, 2007
First day of WNBA Pre-Draft Camp: I am excited as ever. Ready to prove myself and show what I can do. My story to glory wasn't like a majority of the other top 50 players. I wasn't an all american, I didn't start for 4 years, shoot i didn't even average double figures until my senior year! I mean I played with 2 WNBA players, my sisters, LaToya Bond and Christelle N'Garsanet who were a year ahead of me. I didn't have to score I had to lock down defensively and thats exactly what I did that was my claim to fame...6 foot 3 and could defend every single position on the floor. My senior year my role changed, I switched from playing Small Forward to Center and I went to work. Putting up great numbers against All-Americans, top teams I was ready that day to prove to those GM's that I was legit. I was in tip top shape, I was shooting well, my nick nack injuries from the season disappeared I was ready to raise my stock from a 3rd round pick to a late 1st round.

Get to the gym go through warm-ups I'm a little nervous but I'm about to put it all out here. Split up into teams, do Auborn Shooting and a little 3 on 2 drill, then a 3 on 3 drill. I'm doing pretty good at this point. Now time for 2 on 2 and I'm in the first group. I'm on defense I'm good lets go! Now we are playing on one side of the court but the girl was not paying attention and went to the other side, so I'm off balanced, I catch up to a half a step behind her, I jump off one leg. Knee buckles immediately as I jump I come down twist and the pain of my bones crashing together. I immediately start crying...I limp through the drill and walked to the side. I already knew my knee was done (afterall I blew my other knee out in 2000). Initial tests said I was cool I got taped up and tried again but I couldn't. Went to the hospital and got my MRI...results...torn ACL and MCL. My heart dropped. I'm here living my dream 3 days from being drafted. All I ever wanted to be was a professional basketball player sense I was a little girl. Gone right before my eyes.

May 15
I waited until after my graduation to get surgery. I went under the knife. I had to go through hell once again but I had fight left in me. Beginning stages of rehab is always the worst. I went through excruciating pain everyday trying to get my range of motion back. For some reason this go round I just couldn't straighten my leg...at all. They tried everything even strapping my knee to the bed. You talking about the pain I went through man, I can't even put it into words. But I had enough motion to go back to Mizzou who offered to help me with rehabilitation. Months passed and I still wasn't making any progress. Still on a crutch, no full range of motion and I'm in rehab everyday for 2 to 3 hours plus working at my apartment. Nothing. That was when I wanted to quit. They said if I don't have full range of motion then I will never be the same. No progress other ACL rehabbers who had surgery around the same time as me are running on the treadmill, actually doing sports related things and here I am can't walk. I am probably at my lowest point. My life in general was in shambles not just my knee so it was just a tough time in general. But eventually they put me on the court. I couldn't run it was too painful. By october I was running...not fast but at least I was moving and that's when I saw progress. I got better and better and by December I was back practicing with the Mizzou girls. I told my agent lets make this happen. He set me up with a personal trainer in Florida to get me in shape to send me overseas. I worked hard got in shape now I had to show I was back by playing in an exhibition game against Rutgers University. That game against Rutgers exposed me. I was scared, tentative, and gimpy. They attacked my knee and took advantage. My agent was like "Tish you not there yet" Killed me but it was true I wasn't ready. So here I am 7 months post-op and I aint nowhere near elite status like I used to be. So my overseas goals where put on hold and I went back to rehab. 3 more months of rehab was hard. 10 months in total!! Finally, I was where I needed to be.

September 2008 I finally stepped back on the court in Alcobendas, Madrid Espana. International basketball is something else I tell you! It took me a while to adjust but every week I was jumping more and more, my timing was getting better. My confidence and trust in my body got higher and higher and it was showing. Here it is March 31 2009 and I am one of the best players in the league doing great things on the court.

Now I'm sitting on a park bench like man, look at me. Look where I am at. Look what I have accomplished. You know what I still to this day can't straighten my leg all the way but dammit you are not beating me up and down the court my speed is there, my agility is there. I admit though laterally I am not so good and I will go back to rehab this summer and work that out. But, through it all I made it, I overcame the odds, and as many times as it looked like I was working so hard and saw no progress and wanted to give up. Something in me wouldnt let me. My mind would wonder off and say "Tish look at you, you are getting nowhere just quit" but my heart said "No" and I stayed in the fight.

So its days like this where I sit back and say Thank You Lord. The goodness of God brought me out. Thank you Lord for not letting me give up. Thank you Lord for these gifts that you have blessed me with. The talents that you gave me and only me. Gifts to share with the world and look where you sent me...Spain. You have truly been there for me every step of the way and when I wanted to give up on myself you never gave up on me and I thank you.

Through all the struggles, the pain, sorrow, the hurt I picked myself up and I'm right back doing what I love to do. I was born to do this. I am destined for greatness and I know with God on my side that I can accomplish my goals.

This is my testimony.

Game Capsule: March 7, 2009: Alcobendas vs. Badajoz

Score: 53-73
Statline: 8pts...6rebs...26 minutes...6 value

Ok. Statistically one of my worse games. It wasn't that they played good defense because they play lax D because they have 7 players and they don't want to pick up silly fouls. But I couldnt hit wide open jumpshots or make semi contested lay-ups. Matter a fact nobody on my team could make wide open jumpshots or semi-contested lay-ups. To make it worse we made one field goal in the 4th quarter...that's why we lost. The game was close the first three quarters. The biggest lead we had was 7 but it was back and forth back and forth in the makings of being a hell of a game...down to the wire. But we went zone at the end of the 3rd and ol girl from the other team knocked down two threes in a row and we couldnt respond. 4th quarter comes along and we got absolutely nothing going and they had everything going right. So bam there you have it a 20 point loss.

My problem: I know I have to play big from here on out. I got the attention of the entire league people saying im this im that and in big games my ass is not showing up. It's wierd because in College big games I beasted especially when I'm playing against somebody who is considered better than me...so why am I struggling right now I have no idea. A 6 value at home is inexcusable. What happend was that I let the coach get to me. I would shoot a open jumpshot (that on any other day I would make) he would yell get inside get inside...I go inside and pick up an offensive foul and he still yelling that I wasn't inside but I was on the block. The reason I chill at the high post is because the ball doesnt get reversed an the other post is down there posting but I get yelled at. Another example, on D the girl on the other team curled I stopped the curl I wasnt switching but my teamate switched guess who got yelled at for switching...ME! Therefore I was conscious of everything I was doing, making me second guess myself. On top of that my teamates are iffy looking at me when I post up. 3 out of the 7 they look at me first...everybody else pays no attention. Then one point guard doesnt look up and when she does look up she is not strong enough to make a full court pass when I'm running the floor, or the proper over the top pass when i'm cutting. So most of the time I feel like its a waste of energy. But, I have to keep doing in to prepare for my future. My next team might have amazing passers so I just keep working. I just say to myself go rebound I'll have better luck because depending on them to get me the ball, at least for right now, is for the birds.

Basically you can see I'm extremely frustrated. If Coach dont want me to shoot unless I'm inside fine. If he can't realize that I am really struggling right now to get anything one on one inside and is more affective at the high post what can i do? Or the fact that I work hard inside for position and don't even get looked at...hey aint nothing i can do then either. So, I have to work hard on the glass and run the floor. That's all I can do because playin our offense 5 on 5 is not working with me on the floor nor is me not even being looked at with good position.

If what I've been successful at doing all year is suddenly not working for you then they can find a "better" post player and send me home. I'd be more than happy to go. Please don't be fooled because basketball is going absolutely wonderful for me that my numbers are great and team record is great, oh no the mental battle is on another level. The past 6 months have ben a nightmare. Isolation can literally drive you to the point of insanity. To Be Continued...

Second Half Recap: THE BEAST HAS ARRIVED...Weeks 14-21

Well this stretch of games have been crazy. we are 6-2 in this stretch (15-6 overall)..that's the best way to describe it...one thing for sure is that "The Beast" inside of me has finally arrived in spain and it took 15 weeks for it go get here...now everybody is watching. Here is the game capsules:

C.B. BEMBIBRE PDM - ISOLUX - CORSAN ALCOBENDAS 67-71
---First game back from Christmas and ummm yea we barely pulled this game off. Hard faught and PDM wasn't going away. They was killing us on the glass. The stats people fucked me because I had 3 killer blocks they had me down for ZERO (assholes) plus they didn't give me all my rebounds but whatever that's life on the road. I had a overall bad game (12 points (5 for 9) 8 rebounds value of 14). Just happy to get out of there with a win.


ISOLUX - CORSAN ALCOBENDAS - C.B. ARXIL COMERVIA 83-77
---THE BEAST ARRIVED THIS GAME!!!...First off I had a chip on my shoulders because we were playing against the MVP of the league. Everybody talks about how great she is (well deserved she's a great player) but I knew that she wasn't me and it was time for everyone to see it. From the beginning tip I was on fire...offensive rebound after offensive rebound basket after basket. I scored 24 points and 10 rebounds at halftime. On fire. I was in the zone and it was nothing they could do about it. The game was close we finally pulled away at the end. I ended the game with 32 points 17 rebounds with a record breaking high 50 value (the highest so far this season). Yessir. I definately got EVERYONES attention that night...not playin any games it just got serious!!


ISOLUX - CORSAN ALCOBENDAS - ARRANZ - JOPISA BURGOS 73-70
---Boyy this game right here!! Crazy as hell that's all I can say. We built like a 15 point lead in the 3rd and they came all the way back to within 1 point with 11 secs left in the game. One of my teammates wasn't paying attention and fouled the other teams point guard on purpose. (I was so mad she totally lost her mind for a moment) The girl made 2 free throws and put them ahead by 1. We come down and get a cheap foul (thanks home refs lol) and my teammate made 1 of 2...I got the offensive rebound and shot a random turnaround as time expired and it rimmed out. In overtime I fouled out off of some bullshit but whatever...we dug deep and pulled off the win. I had 15 points 13 rebounds with a value of 21. I played well that game ferreal. **This game was highlighted on TeleMadrid here is tha video clip from the sports show!!**

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bUooFQxEVjY



CAJA RURAL PROMOGEST VALBUSENDA - ISOLUX - CORSAN ALCOBENDAS 92-66
---I don't even want to talk about this game. We got our asses kicked. We didn't even fight thats the messed up part about it. Bad news was that I went down with a knee injury early in the second and didn't come back until the 4th quarter. I tried to do my best Willis Reed impression but it wasn't happening. It was the bad knee so I did the best I could I did end the game with 16 points 7 rebs in 20 mins.


ISOLUX - CORSAN ALCOBENDAS - C.R.E.F. ¡HOLA! 86-66
---We started off slow, but we picked it up and beasted our down the street rivals. Not much to say about the game we was on point, ran the floor, good defense, good ball movement, and got the blowout win. I had 22 points 16 rebounds with a 42 value. Yessir. Killing.

**After this game I was voted MVP of the month!!!! What is the world coming to I know I know lol**


PABELLON OURENSE - ISOLUX - CORSAN ALCOBENDAS 69-58
---This was one of the worse games in the history of games. Why? Because Ourense had won 1 game all year!!! They play the game of their lives and beat us. That game knocked us out of sole position of 4th place. FYI top 4 teams go to the playoffs. From the beginning they set the physical tone and I didn't respond. I was getting deboed the whole game and ran into some foul trouble. I totally take blame for this loss I let they deboe me and that shit aint happening no more. We pulled within 2 points but turnovers messed us up. Basically, if I would have did what I was suppose to do we would have won. Point Blank Period. I had 9 points 4 rebs with a value of 7. Damn shame.


ISOLUX - CORSAN ALCOBENDAS - DURÁN MAQUINARIA ENSINO 70-59
---This game was in the bag from beginning to end but we let them back in the game late in the 4th quarter. This was an important game because 1. we just lost to the worse team in the league 2. this is the 2nd worse team in the league 3. our head coach was out of the country on business. We played well and kept their MVP candidate at bay she got in terrible foul trouble and didn't get to play much. Wonderful for us because she is a great player. All in all we bounced back. I had 13 points and 11 rebounds with a value of 22.


AROS - ISOLUX - CORSAN ALCOBENDAS 73-90
---Another team at the bottom of the rankings. We needed this win and we got it. It was out of reach early but late in the fourth we let them back in the game. I had a horrible shooting day I was wide open and it was really easy to get position and do what I wanted but the rims were kind of tight and I didn't make the proper adjustments (i shot 6-14). I was so dissappointed in myself for the misses. Concentration thing I guess. But I ended with 22 points and 14 rebounds with a value of 31. Good game I needed it...


**9 more weeks and the stakes are high because I want to get to the playoffs!!!! Underdog has got to prevail!!! **

Journey Break: Hot Songs...Funny Videos

I wanted to start off by showing this dude jumping out of the 3ft end of a swimming pool. Crazy strength right here omg!!! Amazing



If you missed the all-star game...well you missed out!! It was great. My highlight was Shaq dancing with the Jabawakees and Kevin Garnett clowning Craig Sager. I love Kevin Garnett as a basketball player. He plays so hard and is so emotional...i feel honored to be able to watch him play (and that's a big statement). But on the flipside his personality is amazing...check the clip.



Shaq and the Jabawakees


Music:
Ne-Yo Future In You...This is my joint right here!!!! Ne-Yo is my favorite singer and songwriter so I'm biased but this song right here...fire!!
Lines I like: The way your working towards my last name I see you babe/I can see my future in you no other girl for me will do...



Coko feat Case...Face To Face...This right here is one of those classic love songs. Definately wedding music. Just a beautiful song about love (yes it's boo season and somebody made me soft...so what!!! lol)
Lines I like: Face to face/I've come to say I love you/oooh i can't wait/till i'm the one beside you/this is the day/i will commit to love you my whole through/yes its only you and I say I do...



Ne-Yo "Can You Get Away"...Yes another Ne-Yo track but this one is a club banger. I'm feelin it. The beat is crazy!! Ne-Yo did his thing on this one!!! Ahhh i'm bobbin my head like crazy as i'm listenging to this!!!
Lines I like: I wanna do sumthang/what you think about me showin you somethang/giving you the business girl can you get away...



THIS SONG GOES TOO HARD!!

*besos*

My President...

Well its only fitting that I said something about this piece of world history in the making...I really am at a loss for words. I remember when he was elected I'm all the way in Spain up at 6am watching CNN live watching the millions of people who gathered in Chicago to witness history in person. All I did was cry tears of joy because I think of how far my people have come. From slavery to jim crow, being to sit-ins, protests, marching for our freedom now to see a black man (mulatto man lol) as the president of the United States of America is truly an amazing accomplishment. They use to sing..."O deep in my heart, I do believe, that we shall overcome someday" and we have. I know our ancestors are smiling down right now and what a better birthday present to give Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. than his dream many years in the making is finally coming true!

The famous I have a dream speech:



Our President Barack Obama: A More Perfect Union Speech





Now you know I gotta end all of this with a song! Here it goes the live performance of "My President is Black (REMIX) Jay-Z absolutely killed it this was his rhyme:

My president is black, in fact hes half white
So in even in a racist mind hes half right
If you got a racist mind its all right
My president is black but his house is all white

Rosa Parks sat so Martin Luther can walk
Martin Luther walked so Barack Obama could run
Obama ran so all our children can fly
So Imma spread my wings you can meet in the sky


Here's the performance

Action Break

Song of the Day: Ginuwine "I'll Betcha"

Ginuwine is makin his way back into the game. They have been leaking alot of songs from Ginuwine I don't know if they have been mastered or if he is even gonna use any of them on his album whenever it comes out BUT this is the hottest of about 5 songs I have heard.

Best Lyrics of the Song: I'll hold you down/ day in day out/ I will be there /don't you worry girl




Funny Video of the Day: Notorius B.U.M.

This homeless nigga be out in McDonalds and Wendys parkin lot down south somewhere but this shit be havin me rollin...the best song "I got this dick for youuuu are you a freak are you a prostitute are you a freak?!?!" ahhh man this nigga had me overe here rolling.



Classic

First Half: Season Re-Cap

Iight so I haven't been doing a good job of talking about how I'm playing so far so here we go...

Team Record: 10-4

My Statline for the first half of the season:
Games Played: 13 Minutes played: 417:03 Points: 167 (12.8)
2pt Field Goal: 72/147 49% 3pt Fied Goal: 0/3 0% Total Field Goal: 72/150 48%
Free Throw: 23/33 70% Def Rebounds: 91 Off Rebounds: 45 Total Rebounds: 136 (10.4)
Assists: 20 Turnovers: 27 Blocks: 8 Fouls: 20 People foulin me: 36
Value: *240*
***The Value is the most important of all the stats. What a value is a statistic of your total game its not just about points and rebounds its everything. I can best compare it to a plus minus system like at school...miss a shot (-) turnover (-) assist (+) made basket (+) and so on... ***


My assessment of how I'm playing:

Defense: Well my defense is horrendous. That's a hurter because I use to be a tenacious defender (on the wing) which gave me my All-Big 12 first team all-defensive honors in 2005-06 season. What the hell is my problem I couldn't tell you. I'ts getting a little better but I bet scouting reports are killing me. I have to get it together in a hurry. My timing is still really off with the blocks. Trying to block someone's shot is what ended my dreams of being drafted in the WNBA in 2007 (Mock draft had me 34th pick). The fear of blowing my knee out is leaving me and I am jumping more and more by the day so hopefully my timing will come back soon. Help side defense...umm what is that? exactly I am the worst I just don't be paying attention...damn shame because I use to be so on point you just don't understand!!

Offense: What it boils down to is that I have no offensive game at the moment. I am use to getting buckets!! Shit, getting buckets is what I do!! Well not in Spain unfortunately. Am I getting the touches I like...no but with that being said I need to capitalize the touches I do get. I mean missing layups and easy wide open jump shots is so frustrating I'm going crazy. My jumpshot is flawless! The damn ball just don't go in...maybe it's lack of concentration on my part. That's the only thing I can think of I mean mechanically I'm good, fatigue is not an issue I'm in great shape. So Jumper...can you please fall for me...pleeeeasseee!!! I run the floor like crazy I always get at least 2 easy fast break lay-ups.

Rebounding: I AM A BEAST. POINT BLANK PERIOD. I reached my personal best 17 boards on two occasions already...my goal is to have a twenty+ breakout one game. I can do it I know that for a fact.

All and All: To have sat out for a year and a half rehabbing a torn ACL and MCL for this to be my first year back I aint doin that bad. I just have to step up and take my game to another level this second half of the season. I have alot in me and the beast still aint came out yet except when I'm offensive rebounding lol but I am slowly but surely becomming the Tish of old.


The Game Results from the first half of the season: The games we won is in Purple.

ARRANZ - JOPISA BURGOS - ISOLUX - CORSAN ALCOBENDAS 67-42 *We got our asses straight kicked*

ISOLUX - CORSAN ALCOBENDAS - CAJA RURAL VERONA NORTE 70-88 *This game was a damn shame*

C.R.E.F. ¡HOLA! - ISOLUX - CORSAN ALCOBENDAS 68-56 *We shouldn't have lost to them bums*

ISOLUX - CORSAN ALCOBENDAS - PABELLON OURENSE 79-58

DURÁN MAQUINARIA ENSINO - ISOLUX - CORSAN ALCOBENDAS 65-74

ISOLUX - CORSAN ALCOBENDAS - AROS 84-68

PROFFASA BADAJOZ EXTREMADURA - ISOLUX - CORSAN ALCOBENDAS 71-57 *We played horribly and I lead the pack*

ISOLUX - CORSAN ALCOBENDAS - ASAC COMUNICACIONES ADBA 67-51

PIO XII - ISOLUX - CORSAN ALCOBENDAS 65-67

ISOLUX - CORSAN ALCOBENDAS - MOGUERZA REAL CANOE N.C. 71-58

ISOLUX - CORSAN ALCOBENDAS - GRUPO MARSOL CONQUERO 77-67

INIEXSA EXTREMADURA CÁCERES 2016 - ISOLUX - CORSAN ALCOBENDAS 48-81

ISOLUX - CORSAN ALCOBENDAS - UNIVERSITARIO DE FERROL 71-54

C.B. BEMBIBRE PDM - ISOLUX - CORSAN ALCOBENDAS 67-71

Streets of Madrid

After my adventure of taking the Metro I finally get to the big city. For starters, I hate the metro, its confusing to me and I always end up lost. Where I am from we don't have subways, so all of this is new to me! Anyways, I step out of the Metro station and I look up and saw huge beautiful buildings. I had to stop which caused the people behind me to get aggrivated but damn it's a little breath taking. The architecture is crazy! It's like the movies! I couldnt tell you what part of the city I was in but I walked around all day. I saw Plaza Mayor, the Royal Palace (the garden thing was beautiful) and just a rack of different places those two are the ones that stick out in my head right now.

It had to be a million people walking around and because the streets were so tiny I thought the area was pedestrian only. Wrong. Cars be scootin through those streets with people everywhere, they act like they in a big rush. I almost go hit once because I was just chillin standing in the middle of the street and a car was coming I was looking at the driver like he was crazy. My friend yelled "Tish get out the street!" I'm like "Oh my fault I didn't know this was a real street". I thought the car was in the wrong. lol

There are restaraunts of all nationalities there. American, Irish, Cuban, Chinese, Japanese, Indian the list goes on! Whatever you are in the mood for you can find it in Madrid and you will love it! I chose to eat at KFC! I felt like I was home, except for the fact that you don't get biscuits with your meal :(, you get french fries. Other than that the chicken was ohh so good lol! There was also alot of fresh seafood and Tapia places. It was so crowded the day I went I couldn't try the Tapia place that my friend raved about.

On Sundays they have this huge street market. They sell any and everything...for the low low! It was sooo many people though and too many people make me aggrivated and nervous. I was trying my best to enjoy it but people kept bumping into me and if somebody would have stepped on my shoes it would have been a problem. "Do what you do but watch my shoes...you'll get blues if you dont watch my shoes!"

A downer to walking around was seeing all of the crazy and poor people begging for money. Because of that you have to hold your bags because of pick pocketers. I see homeless people back home but nothing like this. I mean a man dressed like peter pan playing this flute thing walked up on me an was holding his hand out. I'm like "Peter you better move!" I asked my friend do people normally walk up to you and she said no. I guess he looked at me like I was his pay day. Crazy lady worshiping the ground and crying it was a mess. I saw this man with no legs and he had an old dog and a puppy and he was having the puppy do tricks. I lost it by then, I started tearing up. Yes I'm a sensitive one but after seeing all of those poor people by the time i saw this man I couldn't take no more I just hate seeing people living like that. This one man had me cracking up though he had a sign talking bout I need money for wine. lol at least that man was honest.

There are many many stores, boutiques, shops its crazy. Only problem is that every day shoe store I went into their shoe sizes stopped at a size 45...well i wear a 48!! The cutest boots and casual shoes that I would looove to take back to the states but nooo big foot Tish is out of luck. The shop place is Puerta de Sol its like 3 miles of shops if I'm in the City you can most likely find me walking around there!

The city is cool. It's plenty of things to do (even for american's like me whose spanish is terrible), great places to eat, great shopping, extravigant (college word lol) sites, and a real diversed group of people.

A Break From The Action

First off, today when I finally woke up I saw that rapper Lil Wayne was going to be arguing with Skip on one of my favorite shows 1st and 10. First thought, "WHAT THE HELL?!?!" I know ESPN don't need the ratings that bad to have these rappers on the show. Last year I saw the ending of when Nelly was on the show and I couldn't believe what I was seeing. I mean we all have our "professional" voices but damn!!!!! Mr. Country Grammer himself?? Wasn't nothing country about his grammar at all that day! But, Lil Wayne did a good job. He was calm, real mild mannered and showed he had knowledge of what he was talking about. But Skip!! Lord! He said "I'm a big Prince fan and Tha Carter 3 is your Purple Rain" I damn near lost it. LOL anyways, here is the first short clip of the episode in case u missed it.



My Song of the Day is....Kerri Hilson feat. Lil Wayne

This my anthem right here!!



Hot Lyric Line...All you wanna do is holla at the cutest
Broad to get up in them draws some money
Dont try to buy me
Bottles, got my own dollars I could buy up the bar if I want it...
I gotta b feelin your energy i gotta b fa sure that your feelin me reckognize a real woman..


*besos*